pain...

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ever felt that the pain so unbearable that you just wanns smash yourself against something and get it all over with...well that's exactly how i feel now...in fact the pain in my head has become so intense that i'm considering a jab for it...
as i grit thru the PAIN...i'm thinking ...what is the cause of it...is it just because i got caught in the rain and didn't dry my head properly or...is it my body telling me that it's time for a body service...ie...medical check-up...thai massage...booster jab...i don't really know...i'm a butcher...not a doctor...
well so much for the physical side of it...what about emotional pain...does it hurt as bad or it's worst...well...i figured that it's worst cause we're hurting inside where we can't take anything for it except maybe sleeping pills or drugs that will calm you down...anyway that's only temporal...what about a long term cure...and will it really cure what's hurting you inside...hmmm...still experiencing the pain in my head and it's not getting better...
how does one end it all...by knocking yourself out or to some extreme by taking your life...
well i can't really answer that well cause I'M STILL IN PAIN and half my mind is telling me to pengsan la...by using the wall...
so much for trying to outdo the pain threshold...sigh...wish i was a woman now...they say that women can stand pain...well then...i think i should sleep or at least try to sleep cause it always go away in the morning...so once again...if your pain won't go away...friday night at poppy...

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cayden's mommy said…
it can be worse..believe me! but it will be healed in due time..by God and not man ;-)
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